After a few delays I finally got to see the oncologist today.  He was upbeat and happy to see me.  He told me everything looked great.

It was a huge relief for me.  You would think that after a year plus, it would be easier.  It is a little, but not too much.  I was second guessing things as I got closer to the appointment.  I think it will get easier.  I’m not sure only because it is all about the testing.  I feel great up until I have to go in for scans.  Then all the worry comes back…  but not right now!!!  I have another 4 months before I have to get tested again and I will tuck that anxiety away until then.

Today I celebrated with Danielle with Blueberry Hill for lunch and Pho Kim Long for late night dinner.  Tomorrow, a bike ride and back to living “normal” again!